A2–B10:37
My hand stays over the keyboard.
Tanganku melayang di atas keyboard.
I want to write again.
Aku ingin menulis lagi.
But a small fear holds me back.
Tapi rasa takut kecil menahanku.
It is not loud or big.
Bukan yang keras atau besar.
It just sits there, like a stone.
Ia hanya duduk di sana, seperti batu.
Maybe this time will be better.
Mungkin kali ini akan lebih baik.
Last time I stopped halfway.
Terakhir aku berhenti di tengah jalan.
That memory makes me slow down.
Kenangan itu membuatku melambat.
But I know this fear is just a visitor.
Tapi aku tahu rasa takut ini hanya tamu.
It will leave if I start moving.
Ia akan pergi jika aku mulai bergerak.
So I press one key.
Jadi aku tekan satu tombol.
The fear becomes smaller.
Rasa takutnya mengecil.
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That Tiny Fear Before We Try Again
by @nadia_speaks